fuck you, fuck this, screw all this crap.

not really.

sometimes it's really hard to get through this.

I just realize it would be stupid to whine on other people.

Here I am - going insane.

sometimes some things never go the way I want them to, which is really nothing new - it's life.

but for one time crying out loud, can life be smooth? please?

If I cry desperately, will anyone hear me and reach out?

That's the thing... for now... I'm still alone.

God, get me through this.

heart caught in my throat?

but it's going back down. It's a stepping stone I have to deal with at some time :) because I'M NOT LIKE ALL THOSE OTHER GIRLS! hahahaha :) feel good feel good.

make a move.

sometimes, you just have to move on. time to move and move and go on.
past everything that happened, past everything that once began, past everything that ended.

I'm moving on.

just like this;

Nothing more needs to be said,
Nothing more needs to be done.

Everything eventually changes,
Everything eventually becomes okay.

holding up.

I can do this.
I can do this.
It just takes a lot of time and effort.
I will be over this.
That's life.
It's not like I'll be stuck on this my whole life.
That's crazy. stupid.

dreams.

the days that those unreal things can ruin with vivid imaginations of what ifs... what could have beens.... the thoughts that hold no substance to reality but leaves you lurking in a deep pithole among the many in your memories and thoughts.

silence.

Cover your ears. Your mouth. Your eyes. Your face. Shut yourself off from the world and open yourself to the sound of silence. Reach out slowly with your fingertips. Stretch out your toes. Arch your back. Experience movement. Loosen your form, your shape, your body. Commit yourself to the silence, and then fall asleep. That's my favorite way.

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