fuck you, fuck this, screw all this crap.

not really.

sometimes it's really hard to get through this.

I just realize it would be stupid to whine on other people.

Here I am - going insane.

sometimes some things never go the way I want them to, which is really nothing new - it's life.

but for one time crying out loud, can life be smooth? please?

If I cry desperately, will anyone hear me and reach out?

That's the thing... for now... I'm still alone.

God, get me through this.

heart caught in my throat?

but it's going back down. It's a stepping stone I have to deal with at some time :) because I'M NOT LIKE ALL THOSE OTHER GIRLS! hahahaha :) feel good feel good.

make a move.

sometimes, you just have to move on. time to move and move and go on.
past everything that happened, past everything that once began, past everything that ended.

I'm moving on.