fuck you, fuck this, screw all this crap.

not really.

sometimes it's really hard to get through this.

I just realize it would be stupid to whine on other people.

Here I am - going insane.

sometimes some things never go the way I want them to, which is really nothing new - it's life.

but for one time crying out loud, can life be smooth? please?

If I cry desperately, will anyone hear me and reach out?

That's the thing... for now... I'm still alone.

God, get me through this.