rotten.

What I'm doing is wrong. It's rotten, and complete foul play. My actions and my thoughts have split and heart's just wandering between the two roads without making up it's mind.... because I'm too weak. But, I'm not willing to let go of either.... No.. I don't want to. But in despair.... out of need. Because it hurts too much. To ease the pain... to pull up a facade.. to hide the wound from myself. Deceive myself. Fool myself. Protect myself. Out of helplessness. I'm desperate. But I know I'm in the wrong.... so much. My indecisiveness and weakness is leading to a rotten core. But what am I to do?

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